~ The key words is....Alhamdullillah 200000X..~

Assallamualaikum Warrahmatullah

Trenggalek,  November,20,2012

 Abu Hurayra reported that the Messenger of Allah, may Allah bless him and grant him peace, said, "Every matter of importance which is not begun with, 'Praise be to Allah' is defective." [Abu Dawud and others]

"Alhamdullillah"... I just want to say many times to Allah SWT,  for still giving me chance to use my hand putting  down some experiences of my life this morning , opening my heart to read some good lessons along with very tragic, miserable and also touched- moments which I got through,today. How many times I forget to say grateful to Allah? how easy to me, saying "Alhamdullillah" but it's only lip service in which is not from my heart ? .

The weather today was very friendly, although a little overcast, but we still could see the sunlight in the crevices of the leaves. Today, our family decided to leave early to avoid the traffic jam. We have planning to  take our Mom to Insurance pension civil servant office in other city. We really enjoyed our  trip because everything seemed run well. But after  five minutes driving ,our driver's mood changed suddenly  , as a few meters in front of our car there are a lot of people looking at a corpse which covered with banana leaves and discarded plastic bags of sand, blood splattered everywhere and we also saw two police cars were on the roadside. "Ooow the accident!" ... Said our driver with making slower the car. My sister-in-law was very shocked when she saw by herself, a man opened the deceased  and she saw a pale face -shattered head of a boy with wearing uniform and his bag lied next to him. We think that the deceased is a teenager and was leaving for school. Yaa Robb ...!! His age much younger than us,but his live ended tragically because of Your will. 'Innallillahi wa Innailaihi rojiuun ..Anything from Allah and will return to Him". We never knew when the death will come to us, but surely the death angel will come, soon or later.. Perhaps ,next year or next month or even tonight..Wallahua'lam. The death will not consider the age and Allah just proved it through the incident. Yaa Robb... we are really grateful to your kindness, you still give us alive, health or even give us chance to be better servant... Thank you Allah for reminding us to say Allhamdullillah as our 'dzikr'  to remember you in every second  in our live . We can't imagine if we were that boy, maybe today we just only useless corpse but through your love, we are still having chance to ameliorate ourselves to be better servant in Your sight. "Please grant us the death with khusnul khotimah ( good ended )... Amiin "

When I entered the office of TASPEN ( Pensionary Insurance Saving ), some of  the visitors are the elderly  with their family. I saw the lady was bolstering and guiding an old fragile woman who is hardly can walk due to her weak physically condition. "How If I were her daughter? "... I started play my imagination and my heart was turning blue, to be honest I can't stand seeing my parents sick. How if I could not see my mother when I was thousand miles away from her because of my hubby?. Then ... I turned my eyes, staring at the woman next to me, my mother.And Alhamdullillah... I still can talk to her and laugh with her,listening her joke, still can be her motorcycle driver or can massage her back when she is very exhausted after working all day. Being with my mother and my family in Indonesia is my priceless moments which can't compare to  any other things in this world, it can't happened anytime. I can learn it after my father has gone. Nothing more compatible to say it but Alhamdullillah 2000000X.. Togetherness with our beloved ones is one of precious blessings from Allah, we can't turn back our time when one of them passed away or has absented from us. So, we must say Praise be to Allah for every single moment we have with our beloved ones. 

I often miss  to say thanks to Allah most notably  for trivial matters like the moment when I can find my favorite food easily. How If I were the poor who can't provide their food anytime ? or how if  I was not health and could not enjoy any food anymore ? How if I could not find my favorite food anymore? . My life would changed off course ! But still Alhamdullillah.... again Praise be to Allah ... for still giving me countless blessings .. 

Yaa Robb .....Please bless us to be the servant with 'abdan sakuroo'( A clever servant who love and gratitude to Allah )... Amiin...

Source of Hadith :
http://www.sunnipath.com/library/Hadith/H0004P0242.aspx