~A special gift for our wedding~

Assallamualaikum Warrahmatullah 

I would like to  share a poem from my friend. This is a special gift for our wedding. It's very nice poem . Thanks in a million my dear friend.. 

~I trace the love on the sky of verity~

Honesty is the spirit of love itself ...

It is  the foundation of true love ...

Honesty is the other side of the love that we can not lose it at all, if it is so, then, that's not be called love...

Here we are going  to dive into the ocean of our intentions

Why are we getting married??? For what married???

Be honest, from your genuine heart ...

So, if we get wrong intention or no honesty,  we can fix  and  rebuild it from zero growth point of love ...

Because how many people end their domesticity  Since they started their relationship with dishonesty ...

Marrying just because of her outer beauty , soon or later would create devastation in their domesticity because another prettier girl can be easily  to tease him ...

Or people who marry for the  position and  because seeing the social status only,  if that position getting lost, If Allah test it with poverty,their domesticity would be broken ..

This is the portrait of those who are dishonest in their intentions ...

 It will end with a bitterness in their domesticity ...

It's time to trace the love ...

If the word is a piece of heart, so I want these words as the link of letters in my heart to be a prayer...

So Allah will always  put my love through your heart ...
and to let  you know, that I love you forever ...

                                                                                  Trenggalek,21 November,2012

~ The key words is....Alhamdullillah 200000X..~

Assallamualaikum Warrahmatullah

Trenggalek,  November,20,2012

 Abu Hurayra reported that the Messenger of Allah, may Allah bless him and grant him peace, said, "Every matter of importance which is not begun with, 'Praise be to Allah' is defective." [Abu Dawud and others]

"Alhamdullillah"... I just want to say many times to Allah SWT,  for still giving me chance to use my hand putting  down some experiences of my life this morning , opening my heart to read some good lessons along with very tragic, miserable and also touched- moments which I got through,today. How many times I forget to say grateful to Allah? how easy to me, saying "Alhamdullillah" but it's only lip service in which is not from my heart ? .

~My Father's favourite song~

Assallamualaikum Warrahmatullah

Insa Allah ~Maher Zain

I just remember my father when I listen Maher Zain's song. He used to sat on the front seat in the car while we were on the way on our trip .He was really enjoying listened this song while his fingers gently smote his thighs. Even though he couldn't understand English, we saw  his face was content. It was one of our sweet memories with my late father and we really hope it would happened again, but we can't. If only we could turn back time...

Yaa Nabi Salaam Alaika~Maher Zain

The song above is another favourite song from my late father. The last day he listened this song was in my brother's Walimatul Ursy at 17 June 2012, it was also supposed to be my wedding but my husband delayed because his parents was very ill. Sometimes, my tears dropping when I listened this song, it was really touched my heart .Now everything has changed without my father's presence. But he is not die he lives inside our heart. We will always miss him. 

Rest in Peace My father... May Allah unite us with him In Jannah, Amiin 

Trenggalek, 19 November 2012

With Love

Your daughter

~The small garden of my mind~

Assallamualaikum Warrahmatullah,

You must write your first draft with your heart. You rewrite with your head.The first key to writing is to write,no to think.. ( Sean Connery )

My head is very busy with some stuffs that really need to be flowed. They keep pushing me to put it down and the hardest thing for me is , not taking action directly. I often postpone to write something because of some insignificant excuses like my English grammar and vocabularies are poor, not focus and facing difficulties to point the theme and etc..